Saturday, February 21, 2009
Life after ORD was really not much different. Same me, same world.
Maybe the collapse of the world economic is the only highlight. The world is based on digits, numbers you can't hold in your hand, but any changes in them affect how you live. How ironic, the so-called modern world controlled by these digits. Are we moving forwards or backward?
They say money is the root of all evil. I think it is just a tool created by greed. Greed...
Be content. It is the key to happiness.
it is just sooner or later
10:34 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I'm sorry...
I'm terribly sorry... Forgetting how to love, how to treat people with respect... I just hope I won't wake up only after losing them. But I can't. Just like I want to cry, but I can't. Too weak to do it.
Too weak to beat myself.
worst thing than not having, is actually having but without it...
it is just sooner or later
4:14 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Just watched the Carling Cup Final between Spurs and the Blues.
Extra time Spurs 2:1 Chelsea
They deserved the win. I've always think Spurs is over-rated in all those views on how much quality they have, during their time under Martin Jol. But now I can see they are really good. Hutton, Jenas, Lennon dominated the game. Berbetov drew Chelsea defence's attention all night long, and Lennon just ran riot throughout the match. Zokora played fine, but could have done better when he was through twice, if only he had released the ball to Berbetov on both occasions. Huddlestone was well substituted. I think Woodgate was the Man-of-Match, with great contribution in both defence and attack. But the man I truly applauded is Juande Ramos, Spurs' manager. Great players and great tactics manage by a greater man, he is really a master at cup matches. Maybe they can win the Uefa Cup. Hope to see them in the Champion League soon instead of the usual Livepool. Not that I hate Liverpool but I dislike Benitez. They will go far under Ramos.
Counting down to ORD, 6 months plus more. Am I really anticipating it?
it is just sooner or later
1:59 AM
Monday, January 28, 2008
A man had a dream.
Walking in the night, sleepy and awake at the same time. Been trying to kick the habit for some time, but now he enters the store for the cigrettes and sweets. Drawing a stick from the pack, he cannot stop thinking how nicely packed those things are. Neat on the outside, deadly in the content. Lighting the stick with a matchstick, he inhales, sensing the familiar taste in his mouth. For a brief moment, he was alive again.
He looks across to the stairs at the pavement, at the others who share the sleepless night with him. Ignorant kids with bad company. And now they are leaving, discussing their next destination. A goal in a meaningless life. He strolls to the stairs, wanting to sit down where the previous group has left. Don't feel like smearing his newly changed jean, but still he settles down. Just like alot of other stuff in his life, doing things he does not want.
He ponders, though he isn't aware what exactly. In the chilling night, he sits wondering. Then out of nowhere, the lyrics come to him, prompting him to the memories of a past which is not too far way. He wanders into the past, losing his way, dream and reality tangle. Only the song follows.
" i know i know, you have to go, so hurry back home, 'cos i miss you so...."
it is just sooner or later
4:00 AM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Just realise time really flies... Been surfing around friendster and scanning through pictures. It seems like poly and BMT just happened last month. Miss lot of things. which won't have the chance to do it again. Regrets? No, never. Not for me definitely. My life may sux, but I still have no complains about it. Thinking how I was blessed in some little ways during my times, I was grateful that I am still alive and kicking. I will still miss great stuff in the future, but I don't care. 'coz I have nothing to lose, nothing to look forward...
Sort of giving me motivation, in looking forward the unknown thing which I am looking forward to. Haha... I believe time will deliver the goods to every individual when he/she reaches there. Mine's still a long way to go.
jia you!!!
oh, and please read up this book "tuesdays with morrie"... u'll know de significance of life... just before one dies...
it is just sooner or later
4:54 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Been months since I posted.
Life still as f*~ked up.
But still alive. Guess will remain so for quite some time.
Cheers, friends. Really miss all of you...
it is just sooner or later
3:49 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Going to watch 300 later. Going to buy new album later. Feeling much better today. So thanks jf, teng kuan, pam and my sis for lending me her laptop. Haha...
Suddenly missing some friends. Some friends I do not hang out a lot, but I really like them.
And thanks beakiie, for tagging me...
And saw her on friday. Not sure if she or her friends notice me. But I did not greet her. Just standing directly behind her in the lift, then afterwards outside the mall, and lastly behind MacDonald's. Three times, and yet not even one "hi". Thanks for my three buddies watching Storm The Yard, especially ch and cw.
Read in a book before, an evil man must do at least one good deed in his life so that he can
really be evil. That is because it shows that he has a choice to be good, but choose otherwise.
We all make our own choice. We bear the consequences. Be it punishment or reward.
I hope I can get both soon.
it is just sooner or later
3:36 PM
