Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Recently I just found out that it would take a lot to change myself. I thought those things I went through might make me understand more about myself, but no, they doesn't. I always look on the bright side of things though, maybe a little too much that it begins to give me a fake sense of optimism. Definitely not a good thing, but I am too lazy to do anything to improve. It really has to take a lot to change my life...
Glad to finish BMT, which I passed out on 5 dec. Meeting up some friends since then, firstly 1 of my best buddies, then poly-last-3-sem-groupmates [minus two plus 2 (don't bother to understand)] and finally pam+ron+lee jing. Have to thanks them because they are the ones who prevent me from being friendless. Especially jf, xy (& her friend), jess and zy for the cake. Ya, cake, for my birthday. My birthday is quite meaningless to me, only a date that marked the number of years I separated from my mother. And our distance just get further after that, until...
Christmas coming up. I really love Christmas, because it is really a "peaceful night". Have alot of wishes. Wish that girl is doing well. And that girl too. Both left something special in my heart. Wish that my platoon mates and platoon commanders will have a bright future. Wish that I will never lose my best buddies. Wish that I can always remember those I treasure. And of course wish that I can live on forever, to witness the evolution of the world. Oops, not suppose to write that out, meant to be my secret wish.
Anyway, happy twentieth birthday to myself, loser. And your twentieth X'mas too.
i dreaming of a white x'mas... really...
it is just sooner or later
11:03 AM